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Gosh, im not even sure where to begin! yes, i know the beginning is always best, but im not even sure where the beginning is! lol im not sure WHO all im angry at.. im not sure Why im angry.. i just know that i am..

Maybe some of it is stress coming out as anger? you all know what i have been going through the last few months, so im not even going to repeat it.. ( read my ‘i am weary ’ blog if you havent )

Lets see... im ANGRY at the pain i am in daily, and the face that im not able to walk very well ( thank you left leg ) i am ANGRY because my children act the way the do.. i am ANGRY at my sister for NOT helping with mom and dad when i needed her most.. i am ANGRY that i missed 3 days of work last week because my sister didnt come to help!  

i am ANGRY at the dead beat dad my children have! i am ANGRY that my children go without because of his no child support.. i am ANGRY that i can not get my new place organized because i have all the other stuff to do.. i am ANGRY because i am depressed..i am ANGRY because with all this ANGER, it gets in the way of the things i need to do for my family and my mom..

i am ANGRY because i can not get on the internet when i want OR need... im having internet issues...

please keep me in your thoughts and prayers with this.. i DO NOT like being this way... I HAVE NO PEACE OR JOY WHEN IM LIKE THIS!!
thank you for listening!

much love,
Linni

please note NONE of my anger is at OR about my parents and needing to help them...

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      Owlmaria wrote Jan 9, 2010
    • Bless your heart. You have been through it and have every right to be angry. I am not here to judge anyone.
      You deserve better but you are doing the best you can with what you have. I’m proud of you and pray for you daily.
      Vent girl, VENT!!!!!!



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      Linni wrote Jan 9, 2010
    • Gosh Maria.. i am so consumed right now! i know that the anger isnt hurting anyone but me.. i just cant seem to get rid of it..thank you for your prayers! i appreciate them!
      Love ya!



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      Owlmaria wrote Jan 9, 2010
    • I know somewhat how you feel, something happened today. Today is my sons’ birthday and a call came from someone I haven’t heard from in a long time and I hate her with all of my might. I have been told that I shouldn’t but I won’t go into details here..... She picked the wrong day to call and several years too late doing it. I am also angry but I have no feelings for her only about the situation. I know you‘re confused but I can’t say more on here. Vent, Vent, Vent!
      I can’t—- it wouldn’t change my situation at all.



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      Mztracy wrote Jan 9, 2010
    • Linni my girl...I’m ANGRY with you!!
      love ya



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      Linni wrote Jan 9, 2010
    • i love you gals!  

      Maria, im sorry you have to go through this!



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      Lazylola wrote Jan 9, 2010
    • Linni I’ve been angry over the same things (except the parents and sister situation) and it is okay to be angry and it is okay to vent. That is what we are here for, to listen to each other and offer support. So big hugs going your way.



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      Linni wrote Jan 9, 2010
    • i know and im so greatful to you all! you have all been a constant support to me! i am just wish i wouldnt let it stop me from giving 100% to my mom right now.. SHE really needs me, and i find myself pulling away because im just sooooooo exhusted..

      hugs back!



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      Frannie1964 wrote Jan 9, 2010
    • Sorry your feeling this way Linni, but It’s better to get your anger out and not keep It built up Inside. Just vent away and let us hear your anger, we are not here to judge just here to lend an ear and help in any way we can. Prayers are with you.



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      Linni wrote Jan 9, 2010
    • thank you Fran! appreciate it, and the hugs too!

      nite nite!estatic



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      Yana Berlin wrote Jan 9, 2010
    • Tomorrow will be a better day.

      Sending blessings.



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      Marilyn09 wrote Jan 9, 2010
    • Vent away!!!

      I am trying to think of something inspirational that will help you get thru this hard time but its hard because I believe that you have more wisdom than me.

      You are such a caring person that I know that once you can breathe and just relax without falling asleep you will come up with something brilliant!!!

      may peace guide you!!



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      Linni wrote Jan 10, 2010
    • Yana.. yes it is a new day, and i feel a bit better. Thank you for reminding me that a new day is a new beginning!

      Marilyn.. breathing and relaxing is something i am looking forward to doing! LOL without falling asleep!

      MsV thank you for your prayers!

      love you all!



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      UK Girl wrote Jan 10, 2010
    • Linni I'm so sorry you're going through this and you of all people who is so generous and caring.
      You vent away honey and some folk you can't change like your sister but I'm sure things will right themselves......
      Huge hugs and love from across the pond



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      Linni wrote Jan 10, 2010
    • Hi Vicki.. yes you are right.. i can not change others, however i can change me! thats what im hoping to do today!

      love from across the pond!



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      Minishoes1 wrote Jan 15, 2010
    • Hi,
      I am sorry to hear what you are going through. I think its good to vent and not hold nothing inside. I have a sister that won’t help with our mom-who’s 88 yrs old. I really don’t understand and yeah, I stay awake at night being anger at her! My other sisters help some and my brother. I do most of the running around for mom and take her on errands. I am not anger with my mom at all. My mom is hurt because this sister won’t hardly call or visit. Nobody understands her. What if something happens to mom- will she fill guilty not spending time with her? My thoughts are with you. I know things will get better for you!
      minishoes1



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