Betrayal ....Regaining your trust. How if ever can you get it back. You have someone in your life Female/Male (either or) someone who you have given your complete trust. If this person said it was so..It was gold. Now as you get to know this person you hear things she/he says that don't quite add up..The seeds of doubt begin to grow..You confront this person with your concerns..Now this person is someone you love very deeply..And to even imagine that the things you are thinking could be done by this person makes you catch your breath..Everything as you have known about this person has been a lie. It's like they were playing a part in a sick movie. You say to yourself..No this can't be so..I could never have been that naive and just plain stupid..And if it is so..Am I that blind..You begin to doubt your skills in being able to discern between what is real and what is fiction..In other words the ultimate Mind Fu*k . When you bring your information and questions to this person and confront them they are shocked you could have ever thought they were capable of such a nasty trick...You feel a little embarrassed and start thinking how paranoid your being..Come on after all.. This person Loves You...Then about 6 months into this adventure..Evidence against this person mounts and then finally they admit it..They give you the reason for this unacceptable, hurtful, and somewhat cruel game. Your mind reels when you start to realize that everything you thought you knew was a sham...the events that took place up to this point have been part of a game..Nothing was real...The reason for this deception: I did it so I would be more interesting..I thought that if you knew me as I am, you would find me uninteresting...The first feeling you get is like being punched in the gut...you feel like ripping this persons heart out..Then you realize that your heart is broken in a way that you're not sure it can be repaired..You start examining yourself..Wondering if maybe it was your own fault..That you should have seen this coming..But you didn't because it would have been to devastating to admit you have been played for a complete fool... You made excuses to yourself and dismissed the facts that were staring you in your face...Now the real heart break is that You Deeply and Truly Love this person..You can't imagine your life without them..So what do you do..How do you ever regain your trust in this relationship..You're looking for reasons to stay..But..Your mind is saying "Are You The Poster Child For Stupid"..What do you do?