This is what I dreamt: Train in London, vision from above, the rails on a very long bridge, which is just on the surface of a very large river, would fail and we touch the water with the train. Together with a small group of fellow travellers we find ourselves in a tunnel and have to take an elevator, which is totally broken and useless. We call for help on the interphone and we understand that we are there as applicants for a job, job searchers. I receive instructions to lead two women to the next project...

Then thankfully, I woke up.

This is one of those dreams that I know they are key to my actual situation. Midlife crisis... the water, the bridge.... a train goes on rails, which means I cannot steer my own life. then the elevator, probably a life level or spiritual level, is broken.  

the rest is puzzle.  ‘New project with 2 women’ , there are no women in my life now for that... mmmhhh.

To interpret the dream have used a dream dictionary called Dream Key, which I downloaded  for free on my iphone.

According to Dream Key: Seeing water in your dream, symbolizes your unconscious and your emotional state of mind. Water is the living essence of the psyche and the flow of life energy. It is also symbolic of spirituality, knowledge, healing and refreshment. Seeing calm, clear water in your dream means that you are in tune with your spirituality. It indicates serenity, peace of mind, and rejuvenation. Seeing muddy or dirty water in your dream indicates that you are wallowing in your negative emotions. (no, my water was calm) You may need to devote some time to clarify your mind and find internal peace. Alternatively, it suggests that your thinking/judgment is unclear and clouded. If you are immersed in muddy water, then it indicates that you are in over your head in a situation and are overwhelmed by your emotions. Dreaming that water is rising up in your house means your struggles and overwhelming emotions.  

Hearing running water in your dream indicates meditation, reflection and pondering of your thoughts and emotions. Dreaming that you are walking on water, suggests that you have supreme and ultimate control over your emotions. (exactly the opposite... I was going deep trough the water, not above it) It may also suggest that you need to “stay on top” of your emotions and not let them explode out of hand. Alternatively, it is symbolic of faith in yourself..  

I know, for you, reading my dream from outside is a lot easier. I am so identified in it, so I cannot accept it clearly. But it really helps to speak about it here.  

By the end you will know me, better that I know myself