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Today I had to go into the funeral home, Because they made a mistake in the billing of my mom’s funeral. I really didn’t want to go but new I needed to. I decided to go into target first. I left target and drove to the funeral home , I parked the car and sat and talk myself into going in over and over again telling myself it will be ok. I open the car door took a deep breath and walk into the funeral home, I all of a sudden  felt this feeling of sadness and I must have turned white, because the funeral director kept asking if I would like to sit down, I just wanted to pay the fee and leave !!! I was finally done and I returned to my car, I sat and cried and as I wiped my tear,I lifted my head up and saw a little man getting out of his car and he looked at me crying and I new he was as sad as I was. I then drove to get an ice tea though a drive through window, hoping know one could see my red eyes.I headed home and felt pretty drained and just wanted to go to bed , but kids needed to be feed and I knew if I went to bed I may never want to get up again!!! I said to myself girl, what are you thinking! come on wake up she is in heaven and she not suffering anymore, you are a positive person and you can do this!!! I heard the door open and it was my hubby coming home from work , here honey as he tossed a letter to me. My eyes opened real wide and I took a step back, the letter was from my mom’s best friend. I open the letter and pulled the card out, it had really pretty flowers on it. This is what it said...  I know this mother’s day may be difficult. Dear Kelly Ann , so I’m praying the lord will hold you especially close at this time and encourage you with reminders of his faithful love and the love of those around you who care very much. She wrote this note to me, I was buying  Mother’s Days cards and I saw this one and thought of you, I hope and pray that the wonderful memories of your Mom will help you through the sorrow that you will feel on this day. I think of her often and I miss her too! Happy Mother’s Day to you!  WoW!!!! is that not just a wonderful friend my mom had!!!  Yes the tears came again ,I picked up the phone and called her. My mom’s best friend never went a way .



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