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I am so Bored that I am Tired. I am about to go lay on the bed, in front of the fan, and go to sleep.

We are not like normal people. We don’t go to BBQ’s for these kind of holidays, we don’t get invited. Hm, that’s because I have No Friends, and the “Friends” my husband thinks he has........obviously Are Not.

Got up today to watch the most Boring “Memorial Day” Parade along Broadway, in our Boring little town.
Same Old, Same Old.......
I don’t even like going to parades. My Emily walks in them for her school, so I go; but it’s not like she wants me to go. She doesn’t wave so I could take pictures! I usually get the back of her head or the side of her face. I give up with that one.

I feel like I’m going downhill and I can’t stop.

Not only did I get Fired from my Job, the one I complained about awhile back, but my husband goes behind my back to buy the ugliest motorcycle I’ve ever seen. Like we can afford it.....?

Emily is only Graduating 8th grade in June! I haven’t even finished getting her what she needs, not to mention the Party I was suppose to be planning.

I’m just so tired.  

Well, at least I’ll get a few more points on here, maybe I’ll go up the next color level.

I would love to be at a BBQ, sitting by a pool. That’s what Summer should be.

God, do I dread the 4th of July!

tongue out

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      Vikki Hall wrote May 26, 2009
    • Ok! Shake it off..... whatever it is just SHAKE IT OFF!
      Do you want to make friends?
      I asked a question on here about making/finding friends in a new city and got some great responses.
      If we were closer I would come get you and take you shopping with me.... BTW I really hate malls.



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      Sandils1962 wrote May 26, 2009
    • I’ve felt that way before also.  I have no friends around where I live.  I’ve gotten to where I just stay at home so I won’t have to deal with anyone.  Until I found this site.  I’ve only been here one day and I feel like I belong.  I don’t feel ashamed to say anything like I usually do.  Hang in there.  God doesn’t give you more than you can handle, or so I’m told.
      Sandi



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      Carolnphil wrote May 26, 2009
    • Can you get supplies for the party at the Dollar store?  Check with consignment shops and thrift stores for gently used dresses for your daughter’s graduation.  Buy what you can afford and have the party you can afford.  Have hot dogs, burgers, beans and bake a cake.  She will only remember that you had a party to celebrate her graduation.



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      UK Girl wrote May 26, 2009
    • Honey ... hate to say this but you sound depressed hence the tiredness ...your in a rut and letting life pass you by ..

      What can we do to get your mojo back working and you bouncing ?



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      Tammyjoa wrote May 26, 2009
    • I KNOW WHAT YOUR SAYING. I TOO FEEL LIKE THAT SOMETIMES.. I HAVE NO FRIEND WHERE I LIFE EITHER ALL MY FRIEND ARE ONLINE. AND WHEN THESE HOLIDAYS COME BY AND THERE IS NO ONE TO HANGOUT WITH IT DOES MAKE YOU FEEL THAT WAY. BUT DONT CAUSE I AM SURE WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU . EVEN THO WE CNT BE FACE TO FACE.. IT WULL BE OK,



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      40andwhere wrote May 26, 2009
    • I will never consider a co-worker a “Friend” ever again.  I used to have a grade school friend who shared the same birthdate as me, except she was a year older, but turned out she was a backstabber.  We talk once in a great while, but that’s it.  I don’t trust her.
      I socialize with anyone/everyone who wants to chat, but no Real Friends.

      I can’t do the Volunteer thing, I need a full time JOB, before the husband starts to really get on my back.  

      My girls are NOT like that. I will have it thrown in my face if everything came from a dollar store. There is only so much you can get from there anyway; and yes, I did get decorations, etc. from there. Here is the $5. Deals, everything $5 & under. I like them better than dollar store in this town.
      Are you kidding, even after I spend on a PARTY for my Emily every year (a BBQ Pool Party at my cousin’s house in Rockaway) she has nerve to ask why we didn’t BUY her a GIFT!

      Anyone want more kids? Take Mine!

      I’ve lived here OVER 20 Years, think I would have clicked with someone by now............?
      I must be a really difficult person to get along with.

      I need to try something though, I need an escape from this house, these girls AND My Husband!
      tongue out

      Thanks for the advice ladies....

      happy

      * Behind Every Bitch, There is a MAN Who Has Made Her That Way! *



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      40andwhere wrote Jul 3, 2009
    • I’m just reading this now. I didn’t pay any attention to this for some reason. I miss alot of the responses that I get.
      Thanks Vikki. LOL
      I also hate malls!

      That’s so funny....



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