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Wow! it seems like forever since i have been has been crazy at times, and very sad at other times..My head is just swimming and i think i actually had an anxiety attack today.. lol  

My time taking care of momma was precious and dear to me. Im greatful that my sister only thinks of herself, and was ” too stressed ” to stay and help.. (yes sarcasim intended ) However with my sister being that way, i couldnt work because i needed to take care of momma..

We did ALOT of laughing, and alot of crying, and did alot of healing.. however my siblings being as they are, let thier true colors show.. my brother thinks hes better than his 2 sisters, and mysister, is well... my sister.. she does things at her convience.

Mommas birthday is Sunday, so we are having a ” Celebration ofher life ” ! im just dreading being with angry, and hurt, and im just praying for Gods grace through it all..

I think i was sick while momma was alive... i just didnt go to theDr, and when i did last week, he sent me straight to the hospital! COPD,Bronchial Asthma, Pnemonia, and type 2 diabetic! WOW! lol see why i dont go to the Dr.s ?

They ( hospital ) keep asking me about my meds at home..loland i would say, im not on any! lol nothing like doing everything all at onetime!  

So my ” new life ” started after momma passed away, or so i thought.. lol it really started wheni was put into the hospital..the diabetic thing really has me thrown, and i am learning every day..

Not sure when i will be able to go back to work... bumbed about that cause dang it, the money tree is dried up! lol bills have piled up..

i will be on and off for the next few days, as i have tons of things to do for the memorial...

Know that i love you all, and i will reply pater!


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