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Hi Girls!
i know it has been AGES since i have posted a blog, and been here on a regular basis..life has been going on, and i somehow get stuck in one spot, and fight to get out..
so many of you may know that my momita has been very sick..she has parkinsons, pulminary fibrosis, and sarcoid.. i moved here to PA 3 years ago and her health wasn’t good, but wasn’t like it is now..OH! she also lost her sight in her left eye due to the neglegance of a Dr.
Fast forward to June 2009.. my sister calls and was telling me what the Dr. said at momitas Dr.’s appointment..there is nothing more they can do for her, and the Dr. does not know how much time she has left ( making a long story short )
I got off the phone from my sister, and just cried! i was angry, because the Lord had restored our relationship, only to take her away? YES i was angry because i have an x husband who is a deadbeat dad, ( im still working on my anger at him ) and yet God was taking away mom momita?
I have let go of all that anger.. it only lasted a short while, and then i had a tug on my heart to be with my momita, to help her and my stepdad.. but, i have a job.. i just can not leave...and im like 480 miles away
My oldest will be giving birth to my first grandbaby in October, and id like to be with her! but i have a job and just can not leave....and im like 480 miles away...
My job was amaizing! i LOVED it! i did my job very well, and just couldn’t bring myself to ever leave..my hours were not too bad, however i wanted to get better hours to be home with my children at night...
Now... when God tells me to do something, i need to do it THEN~ not on my own time, or my own terms! LOL when i don’t do His will, or the things that He wants me to do, He removes EVERYTHING that is in my way, good OR bad! lol
i lost my job on 30 July 09, and i was devistated! HOWEVER, i had so much peace running through me, it was almost like a reliefe! its really hard to describe it, but what i realized was this:
God restored and healed the relationship between my momita and i, to prepair me for this very moment! i can go be with my momita with a heart that is healed, full of love and compassion, and a true desire to help my parents out! PLUS i can be there for the birth of my first grandbaby!!
i am going to close this chapter, and write the rest later so its not so long! LOL
i love you all!
Linni
yes they do Lola, and sometimes im just a little slow at seeing it! lol
Linni, I am so glad you are able to be with them and not have to worry about leaving your job. You will make it, I know it!
love you too Tracy!
i will definatley give her a hug catfan! she will appreciate it!
Linni your an amazing woman and I’m sure when you have spent time with your Mum and daughter things will happen in a very positive way for you.
I love you, Linni! I’m so glad you will get to spend this time with your Momita, and to be with your daughter. I love the way God made it all possible for you. Your family is so blessed, and so are we, to have you!
Linni, I am so glad that you are able to be with your Momita and will be able to be with your daughter and grandbaby. I think that God wanted you to have a break and enjoy this blessed time. And, when the time is right, an even better door of oportunity will open for your career!
"Find something you‘re passionate about and keep tremendously interested in it." Julia Child
Hi Linni, you know how it goes, God closes a door, and opens a window....to your Mom and your daughter
Linni, I’m forever in awe of your ability to see the positive side of things, and to be such a reminder to me to not always look at the tarnished side of the coin. Thank you for your gorgeous spirit on Facebook everyday.
I’m so happy for you that the path has been cleared to be with your mom and daughter when they both need you most. You are truly blessed, and you know it. That, perhaps, is the greatest blessing of all.
Much love to you!!
Isn’t our Father so good to work things out for us in such amazing ways?! He never ceases to amaze. I love that you have such peace in the midst of change and uncertainty. Jesus truly is the Prince of Peace, Linni. Love ya!
He sure has a funny way of showing you his will...lol...sorry to hear of your Mom's health...will be praying for you and your family...on a brighter side...congratulations on the upcoming birth of your grandbaby...
Thank you all for your words of encouragement! i need you all, and you are always here for me, and i thank you! i get sidetracked ( its called bejeweled blitz! lol ) and i dont get back here and i do apologize!
love you all!
Linni
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