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This morning I had an appointment with my Family Support Worker....she has been a real help with getting together the resources I need to help my grandson Steven...right now we are working on the Triple P Parenting Program to help me deal with him and his ADHD...

Anyways...before I get off topic here...my place is a mess and has been for a long time...Seems I just don’t have the energy or motivation to do anything...I have not been sleeping well at nights and find myself sleeping more during the day...So my housework has been affected...it seems to be piling up...a real mess...and looking like a tornado hit it...there are piles of stuff all over the place...rather than put things away its just easier for me to stick it in the corner...now I have this pile of stuff in one corner of my living room...a pile that when I look at it overwhelms me..

This is also how my kitchen table was...piled high with papers...books...magazines...old newspapers...and scraps of garbage...I had no choice but to clean it off today as we needed to use the table...as I was clearing off the table I suddenly realized that this is how I have been living for the past few months...instead of taking care of business as it arises....I kept putting it off and letting it pile up...literally letting it pile up...to the point where I just didn’t know what to do with it anymore...

I couldn’t wait for Ladonna to get here...so I could tell her what I was thinking....and when I told her she said that that was a start...just realizing it was a first step....she asked me what was I going to do about it...I told her that I need to quit putting things off and do it...No matter how I feel I need to at least put an effort in to it...no if ands or buts...Just DO IT!

So as of today that is the plan...to just DO IT!



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    • 0 votes vote up vote up

      Mz. Queen wrote Jan 22, 2009
    • I’m feeling you, only difference today is I’m still on vacation, but my online homework has deadlines that won’t change just because I procrastinate.estaticestaticestatic

      love47



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      Kck0036 wrote Jan 24, 2009
    • I am proud of you! To acknowledge your problem is a great first step. I also put small piles of papers on chair’s and in my closet but I make a point of going through them once a week at LEAST. Try that, just start with a starting point of picking one corner each week and if you do more during the week then that is even better..The more clutter that is out of your sight the more clearly you will be able to think on more important things. Good luck and I hope you are feeling better soon and not depressed (((hugs)))happy



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