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Today is hard for me. Ten years ago was the last day of my parents life.  My Dad broke my mothers heart with two bullets, then He shot himself in the heart with a shotgun. I have had so many hours of therapy, and I don’t think the pain will ever go away. You see my heart was broken that day. Not broken by a bullet, and not a quick death, but broken into million pieces. I lost myself that day. I will have to continue this later.



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      Inakika wrote Jan 13, 2009
    • I’m so sorry to hear of this tragedy. My heart goes out to you.
      My oldest son decided to end his life 3 years ago by taking an overdose of sleeping pills and aspirin. He was 21.
      My life was forever changed that day.
      Bless you and know that we are here for you.



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      Cynthia Schmidt wrote Jan 13, 2009
    • Kim I’m so sorry you have this painful event in your life. May God bless you with love and healing.



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      Denise Richardson wrote Jan 13, 2009
    • ABBA FATHER I come to you in the name of Jesus on behalf of Kim, Lord touch now as only you know how Lord. Father give her your peace, and understanding allowing her to know that YOU love her unconditionally and nothing that happened in her past with her dad warrants her to go on living in misery for someone elses selfish acts. Lord allow her to feel YOU, YOUR presence all around her right now as she reads this as well as bring her comfort in knowing that WE too here on FAB40 love her and are now her spiritual sisters sending our love and support to her via way of cyber space. Lord do it NOW! as I'm believing you are doing it and I will praise and honor you along with her in Jesus name thank you Lord Amen.



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      Dennie05 wrote Jan 13, 2009
    • I am so sorry.  I wish there was something we can do. My heart is breaking for you right now.



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      UK Girl wrote Jan 13, 2009
    • Kim,
      In May of last year my older sister hung herself. We have no idea why and I don’t suppose we ever will.

      She was a bright, beautiful woman with what seemed to us the world at her feet. The hardest part for me and my youger sister has been seeing our parents age in a nano second.

      You just feel like your life has been sucked out of you ..
      I’m so sorry about your loss.
      Your in my thoughts



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      Feathermaye wrote Jan 13, 2009
    • I am whole-heartedly sorry for your loss.

      I respect your strength in going on with your own life in light of the pain and tragedy you have suffered. I am in awe of your ability to tell others of your suffering in an effort to speed your healing.

      I hope for your continued strength in dealing with everything that lingers. You deserve happiness.



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      Cindylouwho1966 wrote Jan 13, 2009
    • Words aren’t enough. So sorry you live with this pain.



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      Sue Franz wrote Jan 13, 2009
    • There are no words that can heal such deep wounds.  We can only offer the love and support of friendship and compassion. A big cyberhug is coming your way to add to all the others I’m sure you are receiving at this time.  We have close friends going through this now also.  Their son took the lives of his wife, toddler and himself less than 3 months ago.  All we can do is be there when they need our support.  Love to you at this time and forever.



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      Vikki Hall wrote Jan 18, 2009
    • I am so sorry.......



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      Mztracy wrote Jan 18, 2009
    • I am so very sorry for your pain.
      There are no words, just know we are here for you when you are ready!
      hugzzz



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      Doreen XoXo wrote Jan 18, 2009
    • I am so sorry.  You are a strong woman who is bearing much more pain than any person should.  May your strength continue to grow and the pain ease with each passing day.



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