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I would never have thought that I would have been in this category. Me. The one who is always so strong, so serious, so on top of things. And yet there I was, no here I am. A place where it shames me to admit to being.

First I have to let you know that I go into my room after making certain that I am all alone. I draw the curtains, close and lock the door. I thank God that my husband is at work. I am embarassed. But here, I feel I can let you know because I’ve been told that I am among friends. You ladies will understand and you ladies will help me.

I haven’t told anyone this EVER. I’ve been using technology in a bad way. I close my door, reach in my drawer and pull out the DVDs that I’ve made and for at least three hours, I watch Jerry Springer episodes that I’ve downloaded off the internet.

Is there a place that can help people with my condition?


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