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9 weeks...omg blood. I call my ob and he says to lie down feet up and come see him in the morning. I was so scared. Got in to see him first thing and he checks me out. I was waiting for hime scratch his head or something by the look he was giving me. I just knew what was coming and then he says everything’s OK! Turns out he felt I was miscarrying and was quite happily surprised I was not.
Then the words bed-ridden popped up. I was to do nothing, and he meant nothing during this pg!! No problem...
Austin came 3 weeks early the follwing January and things were gr8, for a few weeks. Then while in the grocery store the ‘helicopters’ came back and the walls closed. I got back home, thankfully Austin was napping and Rog wondered the groceries were. HA!! In the cart on aisle 3...
Back on Elavil, high dose to deal with depression and help me reach an REM sleep. Life was good again.
We finally decided we needed to buy a home and went looking everywhere. We wanted a place where I would not have to work and be able to stay home with Austin until he started school.
So, my plan was working; received my degree, married, kids and a home.
15 months after Austin was born we were in a new home and all was good. Except for the constant falling and ankle twisting that kept happening to me.
On Elavil, balanced and pretty happy...what next?
shhhh lu, lol
i’ll be back in a bit for the next part. hands weak, but all in all coming out ot my yuck!! yay
part four is up.
it may seem a long route here.
but i think there are those that need to know that no matter how we look or where we are from and how different we may be, that depression is a real thing and chemical imbalances happen to more people than we think.
MzT I think you are right about this. I also think more people have depression or chemical imbalance and just don’t know it. There has been a taboo put on depression I think people are afraid to admit it.
My Dr wanted to put me on something after my mom received her prognosis. (I went in for a 4th sinus infection that year and broke down in tears for 15 min. That was my 1st time) I refused because I was afraid of the side effects and not being able to perform my care giver duties to my mom or perform at work.
The world needs more and better info...
I agree Vikki and am so glad for MzTracy telling her story.
MzTracy - I look at your wonderful huge smile and learn each day more about the hard, hard life you have had. You have dealt with more than many will ever have an inkling of in their lifetime. Still you smile with love for everyone and always extend your hand to anyone in need of support or encouragement. You are an inspiration for us all and I feel very honored to know you.
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