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I guess you can say I really don’t know how to put this , here’s the story...Someone I dated 11yrs ago who I will leave nameless, after all that was said and done we remained friends and that it should be....well at that time in my life I was very inlove with him, now as I look back at then and now he has never changed..now don’t get me wrong he is a good man, but not for me...anywho I have told him I will be moving next year from california...we are friends and he calls just like friends do so I told him about it and he wants me to stay because now he has realized I am the one for him, he wants to give me the world, for 2 weeks everyday this man has called me like 20 times a day and no I don’t answer them all only one. Yes I have told him it ain’t gone happen and still he’s persistent...the man even asked could he come to church with me and I told him sure , but I am going to fix him up with someone he’s not going to know what hit him, we have alot of sweet single women at my church. well it’s sweet and all you know the attention, but what bothers me is for him trying to buy me and I thought he knew me, because I have never been that way before and my LOVE isn’t for sell now and never will be......And this is sad there are some many men and women who break their necks to buy someone’s love because of low self-esteem and also to have power over that person...no one should want to buy someone’s love because you will never be truly fulfilled, because they are not loving you they love what you provided for them......it’s good to have someone want you not need you.......I remember the times I thought I was inlove with the person in my life at that time and before I had my own personal relationship with Jesus and the Father I would think I couldn’t live without that person, but through my growth in Jesus I know I need him and for him to fill me up and to fill my cup because without him I am a broken woman, but with him I am whole. So unless you are filled with the love of Jesus this will be the only way to be whole and to have a whole and fulfilled love, but without him two broken pieces make one BIG MESS........Be a Blessing to someone and stay in the will of GOD..



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      Ladybug wrote Sep 18, 2008
    • I understand just what you‘re saying. Especially the insult that’s in there, like a hazel nut wrapped in chocolate.
      Is it a man thing?
      I can’t accept this from those I have called friends for a long time. I think he should know me better. As part of the “new me” thing I’ve been going through I have burned said bridges. But I see it at the begining stages in my new friendships, I say nothing and ignore it. I know these new friends will never be anything more for me and I’m more tolerant.
      Is this growth?



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