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Oops I did it again...earlier in the year I told myself I was going to do more blogging and somehow I have manage to get off track again...it’s not that I don’t have much to say...I think it is just plain laziness...or perhaps procrastination...you know how that is...later...later...or tomorrow...yep that’s me.

Anyways, things have been going fine here...I have been feeling really good emotionally and mentally lately...I was a bit stressed as I had a young man (14 yr old) cousin staying with me briefly and he just wouldn’t follow any rules so I had to ask him to leave...as much as I wanted to help him...I couldn’t...he didn’t want it and just wasn’t ready...and I am slowly learning to let go...not to go overboard and think of myself. And that is what I did...when I realized I was stressing I put a stop to it...besides...I didn’t want his behaviors rubbing off on Steven...he just got out of that centre and is trying hard to use what he learned there.

I have been having dreams of my ex lately...like almost every night...and it is always the same thing...he is with someone else and I am there and I am feeling hurt and want to be with him...not sure where this is coming from as I never think or speak of him...I think I have to meet up with him and tell him how I feel and put this all to rest...it’s like it was never finished and I think that is what I need to do...finish it.

My new place is going great...I am slowly getting things organized...I got a new sofa set and I am very happy with it...I was not happy with the other one so I sent it back and got this one...this one is a sofa and love seat combo and a nice reddish orange color...sure brightens up the place...Now I have to get some drapes to go with them...that is next on my list.

Still waiting for the darn money...was told it could be in a couple of months...It sure would come in handy as there is so much I could do with it...stuff for the house...and my trip...

Yesss...if I get that money by the summer I am taking that trip I have always wanted...even if it is by myself...I am going to take the whole summer and go here and there and everywhere in between...estatic




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      Frannie1964 wrote Jan 30, 2010
    • I hope you get the money soon also so you can take your trip and enjoy yourself and be Happyestatic Think of yourself for awhile girlheart Sounds like your place Is coming along great, I love decorating.



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      Marie66 wrote Jan 30, 2010
    • Happy to hear that things are starting to look up.. I hope you get your money soon and go have some fun, you deserve it.. And I agree with Frannie, you need to think of yourself.. Have fun decorating..



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      Rose Nino wrote Jan 30, 2010
    • Glad to hear you are doing better and things are starting to fall into place for you. A much deserved trip and/or decorating are a great way to unwind.  

      estatic



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      Linni wrote Jan 30, 2010
    • heartYAY!heart i am so glad to hear all is going well Karyn! im very happy for you!  

      glad you got new furnature too! that always feels good! as for your cousin, you did what you had to do, and ALWAYS remember that!

      i am hoping your first stop will be here to my place! lol looking forward to finally meeting you!

      love you!heart



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