I was very upset that I couldn’t be hypnotised at the regression session.  Therapist said it sometimes takes many sessions, but I probably wont try it again soon.  She spoke to me about divorce, how hard it was for her to go thru, and how it was better for her and her kids that she did.  I left there hopeful, and happy about my meditation weekend away.  I did enjoy it, but still slept thru some lectures and meditiations - and I didnt want to do that anymore.  The people are great to talk to.  More like me then other friends I have.  After a good dinner cooked by my husband, we all watched tv together and had fun.  he finally asked me what was wrong at 1 am and we had an honest discussion where i told him about my issues with him.  surpisingly, he didn’t fight and said the issues were true. his non talking to all professionals, and dealing with things. he said i was an enabler, which is true, because i cant sit by and let things fall apart. we talked until 2, when i told him we should just let things sink in.  he was extra helpful and nice all week, and finally mentioned it again last night, sunday, when he asked why i wasnt coming to bed and was sleeping in my daughters room.  I said I am going to make myself feel better and do what i want to do, and he was mad. i asked him to have this conversation earlier than 1am again, and went to bed.