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I found Fab40 through a friend...Linni is her name...I have known Linni for a number of years and met her from another site...and although we have not kept in touch daily there was always this connection...a sisterhood...

I am from Canada...at present I am living in Thunder Bay, Ontario...but really have yet found a place to call home...all my life I have been wandering and searching....and I have yet to find it...not sure if I ever will...but until then I will keep looking for it...

I had been or I should say am still married...been separated for 10 yrs or so...I have 2 adult children and a grandson...my family means the world to me and I have spent my life living for them...something that I think I have taken too far...because a long the way I have forgotten myself...

I have lived a hard rough life...full of abuse...physical, sexual, emotional...you name it I have been through it...But I don’t let it get to me...why waste my energy feeling sorry for myself...being angry at the world...it’s not going to change a thing...

I have been a loner all my life...doing things the way I want to...when I want to...

I am a loving and caring person and that may be costly at times...as I have been taken advantage of...but I would not change a thing as that is me...I live and learn...I strongly believe in Karma...what goes around comes around...you give out it comes back to you one way or another...

I have had problems with alcohol and drugs in the past...not so much drugs as I was one to experiment then walk away...but there was a time in my past that I drank...every day...I guess to escape the things that I did or things that had happened to me...

I am a compulsive person....and act compulsively at times...I at times over do things...such as eating...I overeat to fill the void in my life...to cover up my feelings...

I am a perfectionist...and that at times hinders my growth...if it aint perfect...I will do it over and over again til it’s done right...or I won’t do it at all...

I have the attitude...I don’t care what people think about me...cause they have no idea where I have been or what I am about...

I don’t say much...but when I do it is from my heart...and is truthful and sincere...

A void in my life? yes I would say so...someone to share my life with...but I guess that will come when it is meant to be...

So this is me...Karyn...love me the way I am or leave me alone...(last statement not intended for anyone here)  



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