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I am so happy to have found this site.

My birthday (40) is coming up in a few weeks and I am having so much difficulty accepting this number along with my identity. I really don't know what it is (inexplainable)but I feel such a sense of impending doom.

I am not unhappy in my life. I have everything to be grateful for. My children are healthy and happy, married 19 years, no issues or drama. Life is good but I do have difficulty accepting that "this is it". Is this unusual? Am I crazy?

I really would love to hear from others as to how they got past the "day". I hate to sound like such a downer and complainer. That is not my nature at all. I really have been dreading this birthday for months and I guess at this point I will be glad when it passes and I can just move on.

Glad to be here. I am comforted that there are others out there like myself. No one around me seems to "get it"............I am hoping that some of you do.



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