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I do not generally blog-just not my type of thing, but having said that I need a place to vent or share something to before I explode. For 17 years 6 months of every year are spent in a battle of sorts
it requires alot of focus and research among other things-17 years ago I was kidnapped by a stranger who took me out into the desert and beat and then sexually assaulted me numerous times throughout the night.  I got a plate number so he was located and arrested,which is when I found out I was the 3rd woman he had done this to. The problem is early release for good behavior-he was sentenced to 45 yrs and parole hearings began year2,needless to say this is very trying on me at best.

 the process began again this morning waiting for a call from the prison-the psych-panel (sex offenders must pass this to get to parole)last time he did pass 2 to 1 I have been terrified truthfully he could be out july1. So I waited on the call that was of course over 45 minutes late,a Dr introduced himself and informed me that the panel had voted unanimously and was doubtful to change-after what I have been through with this prison my immediate thought was good lord this time they have cut me off completely. I was beyond panic or upset-this has been an incredibly long hard road back for me and the parole just digs every year-I had to keep him incarcerated because if released I know in my heart he will kill number4. Then the Dr informed me that they had decided that as a violent serial sexual predator he had to stay locked up for as long as they could legally hold him. WOW OMG they finally agreed with what I have been repeating for years,they found evidence he was coming after me upon release and just like that it’s over-he will never have the chance to hurt another woman ever-it has been so hard I cannot believe it’s really true,he will finally serve every day hard early release. I feel free in a way and also proud-is that wrong of me? I thought I could make a difference-I think maybe I did?

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