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Now what??? LOL I have been asking myself that question for some time now! I recently turned 42. Single by way of being a widow for the past 6 years. My mother passed away shortly after my husband. My son is now 22 (need I say more?) I got laid off my job a few months ago. Oh, and a classic battle with the weight has ensued! Not to mention when the hell did my hair turn more silver than red?
My life at 40 is not as I had pictured and planned in my younger days!
After all this time, I find it strange to not be anyone’s wife or daughter and not to be needed too often as a mom
It’s strange also, that I can be surrounded by friends and family, but still feel so damn alone, like a part of me is missing.
So... now I find myself at these crossroads, which feel like a black hole sucking me in, or that I have hit a brick wall! You get the idea.
So now what??? Me. I need to figure out who I AM. What do I like. What are my needs. Where do I want to go. Who is the woman I stare at in the mirror. She’s almost a stranger.
And so my journey begins...
I stumbled across fabulously40 and started thinking that maybe someone else might possibly be able to relate?
Looking forward to being a Fab40 girl!
Hi Lady! Dropping by to wish you a great evening. I’m leaving Friday morning to head to Arkansas for 4 days on the bike for my husbands birthday. Should be a great time. Hope your doing well.