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  • Anniversary of my daughters Heaven Date

    8 posts, 8 voices, 1281 views, started Jun 11, 2009

    Posted on Thursday, June 11, 2009

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      Aquamarine
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      Today is the anniversary of my beautiful childs Heaven Date. I dont know if anyone here follows this date of thier loved ones loss,but its like it was yesterday,and I cant getthe pictures out of my mind,starting with the 1 1/2 drive to the hospital and getting there right when she was being taken again the 3 rd time into surgery,she had already had 4 blood transfusions before we got there,she had also had a kidney,gallbladder ,and spleen removed.When they wheeled her through for her next surgery she was in a comma and still had her stomach open because they couldnt get her to stop bleeding.They had done a total of 9 transfusions throughout. And my poor baby never did wake.But at 2:23 a.m. as I was laying beside her and holding her hand and talking to her ,she let out a breathe,sqeezed my hand and turned her head just the slightest bit.Like she knew I was right there with her and then it was over.

       Does anyone else go through this ? This time ea. yr.I get so depressed and cry and feel like I was just driving to the hospital yesterday.

       I’m sorry to go on and on here,I have never talked or said anything to anyone before like this and just needed a place to go.Could you please pray with me that my angel girl is being watched over and taken care of ? Thank you so so much.And God Bless you All.

       Dawn  memas1



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          UK Girl wrote Jun 11, 2009
        • Dawn .....

          I’m so sorry for your lose and I know you’ll feel the support of the other Fab40 ladies ...

          Your in my thoughts and prayers to day



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          Sandils1962 wrote Jun 11, 2009
        • I’m so sorry for you loss, Dawn.  My daughter died at 2 months old and I still have a hard time on her heaven date.  You are in my prayers.



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          Tina Sickinger wrote Jun 11, 2009
        • Prayer already gone up for you baby!

          Had a stillborn, and even though I never got to know him, it’s still the loss of a child, so I know what you‘re going through.

          Just know that you‘re not alone. We are here for you, but more importantly, GOD is always with you.  estatic



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          Soup wrote Jun 11, 2009
        • I just signed up for this website today..So i’m new at this.
          My heart goes out to you....June is a horrible month for me also. My sons birthday is tomorrow and we lost him to a car accident 4years ago at the age of 23.... And it does seem like yesterday. So i understand that feeling. I start crying the minute that calendar turns to June 1st. for the whole month. He had a pregnant fiancee that was 4 weeks pregnant at the time and was born on June 22....She’s turning 4 this month, i just cry. Then fathers day is this month....I wonder everyday what kind of dad we would be and long to see him walk through my door with his daughter in hand.



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          Terri Quinn wrote Jun 11, 2009
        • You are in my thoughts and prayers today.

          Someone said that we never forget those that we love who have passed on ,because if we say we forget then we are saying that they never existed.

          We must keep them alive in our memories, remember the good times and all the joy that they brought into our life.



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          Vickie Steele Bacon wrote Jun 16, 2009
        • many hugs for you!  All the various anniversaries are hard when you’ve got a child in heaven.  I buried my first daughter (2nd child) the week before Christmas 2003, and then buried my 2nd daughter (3rd child) the 5th of July 2005.  We struggle and strain through birthdays, heaven days, days that should have been, days that never will be—you name it, we struggle.  My youngest has her heaven date coming up on the 28th—I’ve been an emotional mess all month.  Try as I might to be strong and stable, I’m just a broken hearted mama.  Moving on isn’t as easy as outsiders would have us think it is.  In fact, it’s only been five years since our first baby funeral—I can’t see it getting any easier in light of how it’s only gotten harder.  My heart goes out to you as I know what horrid heartache you battle with—and we won’t even mention the lonely isolation that often comes with such a grief as ours.  Hang in there; many prayers & much love ♥



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