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  • The SAD Truth

    1 posts, 1 voices, 730 views, started Nov 6, 2009

    Posted on Friday, November 6, 2009 by Christine Diaz

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    • Amethyst
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      You grow up thinking you can conquer the world. You get a boyfriend and you're thrilled.
      He's half man half boy; he's your new shiny toy.

      You take the cues your momma gave you, cook, clean, work and save.
      All these things are important you say.. But then one day he breaks your heart, you think you can't breathe, you look to the past when daddy was kicking mommies' ass!

      Oh yeah, this is how it goes, he does what he wants as long as my family doesn't know. How could they judge me when dad cheats on mom and mom stays cuz ain't that the way?

      Let's play house and move in together yeah maybe that will make it better. I'll buy you, won't deny you, and treat you like a king. I'll bitch moan and groan and still buy you everything. We'll have the perfect house with all the gadgets cuz you like toys and all your boys are jealous. I'll take you on trips and buy you a nice black shiny whip, with chrome wheels and snakes on the side.
      Could that be a clue to who you are?

      No, not you, you only cheated once, but I won't forget and neither will you cuz I'll call her name straight out the blue. I'll call her names and tell her she should be ashamed. But.... Who's the fool?
      Home girl tried to school me; she gave me clues, but I know better, could never let her ... win...
      Truly I am worthy, if only I believed it. I would leave you in the wind.

      I struggle with my weight, but you say more of me to love, I paint my face to hide the acne cuz I'm still growing and my body isn't ready to let my adolescent go. I think I know how to keep you, If I give good head, take it all in. Orgasms don't happen for me, you see, children will never be... unless I make the decision to possibly die. Die for you, I just might, I know I fight and fight to keep you close.
      Pride won't let me let you go, if I do then you just might take flight and go to whom you know.

      Let's take a trip, rekindle the way it was... Before I found out about her. We never had a real relationship; I worked hard to be the woman of your dreams, while you loved another.

      Now we are here- happy? Not so sure my dear. I obsess and cry, I wonder to myself why would you do what you did and tell me you love me?
      You look like my dad and I like my mom, I happen to think they are the bomb, and we...could be just like them.
      Years together with me never trusting you and you, doing what you do. Who could ask for more?  

             What a Life.....



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