I am an overeater with no willpower. I binge without the purge. I sneak to eat junk. And I honestly ask myself every morning, as I see the scale numbers increase, “How did I gain another pound?” But, I also answer my own question, “because you‘re a fat pig!” The more I talk about losing weight, the more I gain. Clothing I purchase a month agao are already too small. I am completely miserable. I actually can’t stand myself. I’m not suicidal. I just avoid going out anywhere unless it’s a must. What am I going to do? My BMI is 39!
I understand several members don’t like anonymous questions. But, please, this is serious. I need some support.