Don't have an account? To participate in discussions consider signing up or signing in
facebook connect
Sign-up, its free! Close [x]


  • okay Create lasting relationships with other like minded women.
  • okay Blogging, let your voice be heard!
  • okay Interact with other women through blogs,questions and groups.
  • okay Photo Album, upload your most recent vacation pictures.
  • okay Contests, Free weekly prize drawing.
  • okay Weekly Newsletter.

One day soon I will learn how to get out of my own way... some days it is not that hard, and others I find me tripping all over myself just to get through the day, for the most part I am pretty organized. If I could just slow down mind, body, and soul things might fall into place, I have bobbies and no time to work on them. I am pretty sure that rats in a cage have it easier?
My whole New Years Resolution I can’t seem to get to, it’s not for the lack of planning, there just doesn’t seem to be enough time in any one day to accomplish much...
I am rambling at least this is what it feels like, but I find if I put it on paper, it is not running around in my head... If I could just shut off all of the crap running around in my head, and breath, for a minute!
I have read the books, and the blogs, when I can get to them, if I could just find the best place to start, even for 5 minutes this would be an accomplishment... Please give me a sec... Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! now I feel better, even at 4:00am I find myself awake and unable to get back to sleep... So, I sit at the computer and do stuff like this just to stay busy... Maybe this is part of the problem I am always busy???
I don’t know what I am trying to say here but at least it is out of my little head and on paper. Anything has got to be better then, all of the knots running around in my shoulders.
Age and the whole winter thing has gotten to me this year I think??? If it sounds like I have slipped off of the cracker, I am sitting on, somebody please nudge me back a little... I am going to get another cup of coffee and start my day, just for sh**s and grins I will probably add to this piece just for a place to drop all of the stress... Feed back is welcomed....
Much Love Always
Blessed Be


Member Comments

    • 0 votes vote up vote up

      Vikki Hall wrote Jan 30, 2009
    • Good Morning!
      It sounds like you may have too much time on your hands and too mant things to choose from. I experienced that when I quit my job 7 mos ago.
      Now I have scheduled days to do certain things around the house, certain days to shop, and a fair amount of free time each day to lollygag (do whatever I want or nothing at all).
      I would suggest to break it down into things you have to do, things you want to do, things you never had time before but do now.
      Pull 1 item from each list and do it daily.

      I hope this helps and if not just work your way to fabulousness on here.

            Report  Reply

About this author View Blog »