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  • Favorite Activities

    Gaming   I am a hardcore gamer and have joined the ranks of thousands of woman that now play a variety of computer games.  

    Singing   I love to sing and really enjoyed my time as the lead singer of a powwow group in Alaska.

  • Favorite Books

    Edgar Alan Poe is my favorite author and I enjoy reading anything that is slightly dark.

  • Favorite Music

    I love a variety of music to include classical all the way to hard rock.  The only type of music that I dont listen to is country.

  • Interests

    Metaphysical Subjects
    Dream Interpretation
    Native American Issues
    Web Design

Blank stares peer upon me everyday from hundreds of people that mindlessly make their way through this wasteland that we call life.  They do not see the scars that encompass my shattered soul.  A warrior with a vision suddenly appears before me and for the first time a stirring deep in my heart tells me that he knows the trials and tribulations that have surrounded me on my battle scared path.  

The eyes hold a wealth of information if one is willing to look into the depths of another's soul to retrieve the messages.  I aimlessly walked this land for many years, lost and without a clue as to which direction I should follow.  When the warrior appeared unto me life took an incredible turn and suddenly, without warning I could see a brighter vision of what was to come.  

Days passed and then months flew by as I finally picked myself back up and shook off the cold that had infiltrated my body for so many years.  The fire that had dwindled to no more than a glint of warmth had finally returned and the cosmic energy that I had been lacking suddenly took off in a blaze of glory.  I am alive again for the first time and it feels wonderful.

Opening up the channels to accept all there is has brought countless synchronistic events back into my life.  As a child we are more alert and in tune with all that surrounds us.  Synchronicity is at an all time high and if only this ability could remain with us throughout adulthood I feel people in this land if illusion would be far happier.  The Age of Aquarius is upon us and it is our duty to try and regain the child that still sleeps within us.  

Everyone has had his or her own turning point and for me it took a brave warrior to look past all of the walls that I had put up to hide my true self.  He let the child inside of me come out from behind those walls and express what the true me was really like.  Walls are easy to put up and many people revert to this sort of self-destructive behavior in hopes that they have a safety net to shield their true feelings from the cold world that we live in.   To let these walls down is in a sense to come out from undercover in the middle of a war zone.  You are extremely vulnerable to what and who surrounds you and this may or may not result in a positive outcome for oneself.

If you do not take these chances in your life then what kind of existence do you really have?  I personally do not want to hide behind a façade any longer.  I know by looking in the mirrors of the warrior's soul that I have nothing to fear but fear its self.  You will come to an understanding with all that is real and all that is an illusion and opening up will become second nature as nature meant for it to be.  

I give these rantings   to you, my warrior that has rescued me from myself and to all of those others out there that are searching for what is real and what is the illusion.  If one does not take chances then their life is being wasted on ignorance and fear.  Choose to live as I have and you may be surprised at the rewards that life has in store for you.  Do not be discouraged at negative results as these are signs that we have to follow so that we can grow and become what the creator meant us to be.

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